Even though I have been saying this often it never hit me hard until now I think... I seriously wont be able to come to London after next week!!. How am I going to see you?.. I know I can always talk to you through the phone but its not the same is it.
You know when I walk pass coffee shops the smell reminds me of you..(funny I said that I think of you all the time anyway) I never used to drink coffee until I met you. Didnt even know the difference of Lattes, mochas and cappuccinos and etc etc.. ha ha now I am an expert!!.
For the 1st time in my life, I have started not likeing the summer!, I loved the past winter, I loved kissing you under the london eye,. now I hardly get to kiss you. Rememer I said I love your smell the other day? you know why..? those days when I used to like you so much and never ever thought anything will happen between us, the only thing I had of you is the smell. That's all I could have from you.. when you used to come near me I used to take a deep breath.. and then I smelt you even at home.... So I still like your smell.. it reminds me of that time I loved you sectretly.
I sometimes wonder why I met you like this... why we fell for each other... Do u??