I didn't write anything for a long time. I guess I was a bit down.
You know I remembered recently, when I went to Thailand, I went to this temple and our tourist guide said there is this statue there believed to be a God, and if you stick this gold piece of paper on it and wish something it comes true. I never believed in these things so I sticked that piece of paper and wished for love and to feel love and to be loved...!! that night I left Thailand to come to England and reached home around 1 am in the morning, next day I started my work experience...!!! I wonder what I'd wish for if I go there again....
I wonder if that statue did anything or not but you made me feel every single feeling I was craving for, (even the bad once like jealousy, anger, ) and you made me feel alive. I think of you all the time and I dream of you when I sleep. I don't even know how all this happened,, Do u? but I wont change a single minute of it.. even the times I was hurt.. the times I felt like you didn't care.. I wont change any of it.
love u..
xxx