Hmmm, I should never have asked you what that silly mistake was. That made me think about things all over again. If you had said that before.. I would have still written that poem.. and it would have been worth it. I sent you an e-mail asking if you loved me? Lets see if you are going to reply to that.
Remember I laughed to myself when you told me what the mistake was. You know what... I thought of that myself before all this happened but I didn't say anything because it was you place to say something. Day before that test Sanjay made me promise him that I'll do it properly because he believed if I get the job I'll keep a distance with you if ever we have to work together and most of all he knew having the name in my CV would be use full.
People who told me off or got too surprised when I didn't get the job knew, most probably the I was the most suitable candidate for that, that's why they were upset! But none of these even crossed your mind.. you said in that e-mail when you love someone you think of them all day and dream of them when you go to sleep. It doesn't look like you think of me at all... or is it that you are too busy thinking about your dreams and talking about what you want to do.
I purposely refused that internship with Ealing studios.. if you cared enough you would not have waited till I was so upset to write that e-mail. Knowing I mucked up the test for you the least you could have done was make some effort. It was too late when you did it.
I still love you a lot, and care for you too and I still miss you when I don't get a call from you.. but now I'm wondering.. who am I to you???