I feel a distant in you.. Probably because we weren't at our best lately.. or I wasn't at my best. You must be thinking why you are here with me. I always wanted to know why you love me. When ever I asked that you never gave me a proper answer.
I fancied you from the second day itself, when did it happened to you? Most of all how did it happen? Sometimes I wonder what if I didn't drink that glass of wine that day and what if I never said anything. Probably we would have been friends or not! it would have been difficult for me to be friends with someone I fancy so I probably would have just kept in touch with the others.
Sometimes I wish we were just friends though. It would have been so easy.. I would have said so many things that I never said to you, like.. remember that day when you put the phone down on the Mrs. and you were worried about it?. I would have said "its about time you put the phone down!"... I would have asked for your help when I did my radio programme, I would have asked for advise when I wrote my scripts, but I didn't.. I just didn't want you to think I was using you.
You know, that night on that boat was the best time I had with you. That night was amazing. we kissed so much... and I couldn't even believe that I was kissing you all that time. It was too good to be true.
OK got to go. I am waiting for your call now... it'll be nice to see you after grumpy couple of days.

xxx